miss lovely

Today is the beginning of the month of weddings! Yay for people in love!

I wanted a fresh start. I wanted something or somewhere new. Well I sure got what I wanted. I may not have wanted it like this, but I am gonna use this as an opportunity to really find myself and what I love.

I want to learn people’s stories. I want know what has molded and shaped their lives, where they came from and where they want to go, their passions and desires that drive them to success.

Give me a job where I get to do that and I’ll never work a day in my life again.

And placed on my chest.

It’s been over a year since I’ve cried. Tonight has made up for that.

FUCK YOU! I hope you rot. I pray I never have to see you again.

Few people deserve to know all of you.

No matter the instrument, if played well, it can stir up the deepest, most raw of emotions.

After being able to process everything I realize how angry I am. To be in a situation you’d never put yourself in is terrible. Especially when it’s a friend that is the cause of it.